...happy that I didn't look like a complete cow after trying on wedding dresses saturday, but horrified at how untone my arms really arm (chicken wings *sobs*)...

...happy that Mathew (whose arms are very tone and muscular) is going to help me work on my arms…I got me a good kid there (he's already threatening that it's going to kill me lol)...

...frustrated that my back tire was flat when I woke on Saturday, but stumped on whether it was cracked or slashed…thank heavens for big brothers and their tire changing abilities!

Worried about some health stuff.  *sigh*

and nervous about my first practice tonight for the musical I'm in this summer… should be fun but i'll feel better once I've met everyone, etc.

sorting through jars etc.. trying to get organized..

getting excited about another festival for the first weekend of June…

listening to my guy snoring in the tv room when he is suposed to be watching the race he taped…

looking forward to the long weekend to spend some time outside working in the garden…

tired. sad. moments away from tipsy.

no closet. too big. :(

hate it when things are too good to be true.

need it to be friday. the first real day off I'm going to have in a while…

feeling amazingly beat down by the class I had today considering that the kids were kindergarteners and didn't use one fist or foot….

tired…..

sick of my sinuses….

AMAZINGLY EXCITED as my friend will be here sunny FL, in less than 48 hours now YEAH!!!!

oh mox, sad and tipsy are not a good combo most of the time. *hugs*

happy to have had an amazing dinner with EVERYONE home for a change…..

lmao about taking the "kids" to see a movie….Angels and Demons…totally different from the book…

freezing…its fricking cold here for may….

trying to figure out what to work on before breakfast with the family…

Still kinda shell-shocked after a hellacious week at work…I was a mumbling zombie by Wednesday…luckily Chip could see I was coming completely unhinged and took care of EVERYTHING at the house…

Praying that this week in no way shape or form resembles last week…or I WILL be retiring…

Pleased with the job that the landscaper did with our yard…he cleaned all the beds…trimmed shrubs and mulched…all we have to do is add annuals and do the planters…

Very excited/nervous/scared for my son Jordan who goes to MEPS tomorrow and will be sworn into the Navy on Tuesday…

See above…trying very hard not to cry.  Seriously…I am extremely proud of him for doing this and I know it will be very good for him…but…

He's my baby boy…

Trying hard not to cry…

Shit…it's not working…think I'll have a glass of wine…and an Ativan…

Letting go really sucks..

I'm leaking…

Thinking I haven't posted in this for a long time..

Excited that a bunch of BIG pine trees are in the process of being cut down.

Glad that the fence guy took out all my fence this weekend…means that my new fence will be up this week.

Tired from all the work at the Hospital…8-4 at my hospital and then 4:30 to Midnight at another…

Posting for Dar to tell her wee one that I say thank you for his service.

Excited that I got my compressor up and running this weekend…which let me inflate the tire on the wheelbarrow…which makes it easier to do work around the house.

Trying to figure out what design I want to do for a stone patio/firepit area in the back yard.

Hoping Jen's health worries are nothing serious.

Thinking about Jen made me remember that I have a Dunkin Coffee Stout that one of the Pharmacists at my hospital made for me to try and I haven't…

Hoping that a person I know that started a beer company is doing OK after her brother passed…and thinking that I need to get a few more tastings lined up when she's back in the swing of things.

It's a hundred degree's here….literally….;o(

*hugs* to Dar…he's come so far, sweets…I'm proud of him too. Give him a big hug for me too…

*hands Dar a tissue*

...procrastinating as usual. Seems I do most of my future thinking during the day, instead of focusing on my work. Oops. Gotta fix that…

...excited, happy and scared about the future…knowing that all will be well, but the butterflies are starting to flutter…

...worried because my transmission light turned on this morning, and hoping it's not anything too major, as the wallet is empty after spending my "extra" money on a new tire…

...so excited to leave for Seattle on Thursday that I could just about puke.

That is, puke in a good way. *scratching head* You know what i mean.  :)

Wondering why no one ever comes to Boston or Prov?

<smelling pits>

reminding C-pher that I was in Boston late October, but as I was obligated to be with the choir it didn't work out :(

asking David what he thought of the leading lady in Angels and Demons… she's a very very cool Israeli actress and we're very proud of her for this role :D (I haven't seen it yet myself, I'm just wondering how she was).

been hitting a couple of lows lately, but slowly climbing my way up.
hate the financial situation.

had a good lesson with my teacher. if anyone is in the middle east come June 29th you're more than welcome to come to my recital! :)

waiting for my dad to finish doing things at my mom's place so he can come to my apt. and fix things there too, lol.

**just wondering if anyone in the western part of WA felt the tiny earthquake there today; i've been addicted to the USGS earthquake site (specifically the "did you feel it?" page) since sunday's quake that still has me slightly shaking in my boots…**

**i'd say i'm listening to too much dwight yoakam, but i don't think that's really possible…**

**excited about some of my veggies starting to grow; still need to plant my carrots, though…**

telling story…wow….she's a beauty and did a fantastic job in the movie….

glad to be on the long weekend after a very tough and busy week at work….

telling Cpher….there is a chance that in August we may be in Plymouth visiting josh's mom and dad and I will walk to his house if I have to….

hoping everyone here is good….I've not been around much due to work and all my home projects and class reunion stuff….

Tired…last week we had the landscaper come in and clean out all the beds and mulch…today we did the planters…planted a japanese lace maple…cleaned out the shed…vacuumed the pool…washed all the outdoor furniture…

Grilled lunch and dinner…and drank mucho vodka…

Trying to get over a sun/vodka headache…

Telling C-pher…I am in MA about every other month or so…I apologize…but it's always a quickie weekend…

Shelby is spending the month of June in MA…I might come for a longer stretch this time…

And Brandon plans on moving to MA in the fall and going to school…

I have a feeling I will be following soonly after…I am thinking of buying a lake cottage close to my parents…

Telling David…I saw your reunion site…very nice…you are the man!