My ex-husband, the father of my incredible kids, committed suicide last night.  My kids are devastated…I'm rather numb at the moment.  Not sure what to feel.  How can anyone do something so selfish?  How can anyone do that to their kids?

Oh my god Taz, i'm so sorry!!! I'm here for you, (((hugs)))

HOLY CRAP!  Taz..I'm so sorry.  I have no idea what to say..as I don't think that there's anything I can.

We'll be thinking of you and your family! 

OMG, Taz.  I'll have you and your kids in my thoughts.  We're all here for you.  If you need to talk, just send me an email…I've had some experience dealing with this in the past.

Oh Taz….  *hug*  I'm so so sorry.  This is going to be so hard for you, and for your children…  how are you doing? 

Taz I'm so so sorry… nothing I can say but I'll have you and your kids in my thoughts.

Thanks everyone.  I'm just tired…4 hours sleep doesn't cut it when you have to pick up the shattered pieces like this.  It's suck an odd position to be as the ex-wife.  I had a great talk with his brother last night that really helped.  He told me is main focus is the kids grandfather and MY kids and getting them through this.  It was wonderful to know that he and I are 100% on the same page with how to move forward.  The situation is slightly complicated by the live-in girlfriend and her role in what happened.  I'm just taking it one step at a time…and hoping I do the right thing with every decision I make…

I am so sorry Taz. What a nightmare you and family are going through.

*hugs*

*hugs* I am so sorry Taz. if there is anything I can do, let m know! Prayers and vibes will be there.

How are you doing Taz? My thoughts are with you.

OMG…  Taz…  I cannot even imagine how your kids feel.. I can only imagine how you feel…

you guys are in my thoughts..  I wish you strength to be there for your kiddos..

horrible… and very sad..

Taz, I'm so sorry! Just know that we're all here for you if you need to talk. Sending hugs your way

how are things going? kids doing ok?

Things are going ok.  The kids left this morning for a week in Arizona with their Uncle Mike.  Best thing for ALL of them I think.  Overall, the kids seem to be ok.  They have their moments.  Friday was heart-wrenching.  We buried the ashes.  Jimmy went, but Rachel didn't.  It was the most painful thing to watch my son in so much pain and not be able to do a damn thing about it.

I am really looking forward to the quiet week alone.  I'm heading back to work tomorrow…and not looking forward to the pile of work waiting for me.

*hugs*

thoughts are with you.