Shanking my finger at David because he posted a New Year's Resolution to eat better and now he's having coffee and dry Lucky Charms.

Here's a New Year's "Whoops Upside The Head" to get you back on track!

Telling TJ that 2010 will have less potholes and more smooth patches.

trying to stay warm in a drafty old house…

trying to stay out of the pantry…

trying to work up the energy to unload the dishwasher but pretty sure i'll leave it for tomorrow… 

happy about a sunday morning chat that made my day…

up since 4am with funky congestion and wishing I could have worked out already…..

waiting to go to the fitness center….

in a real disappearing mood…...

Pretty happy today. :)

feeling funky after my neighbor overdosed on heroin New Year's Day.  I'll post more in a separate thread.

Happy for my classes and the new beginnings this quarter.

Brad is so awesome - it feels so great to be in a healthy relationship for the first time in many years.

Looking forward to Fillapino food with his family tomorrow night.

Happy for the choices I've made over the past year and realizing just how fragile life can be.

Really proud of my son who is doing so well in school.

sending *hugs* to Peggy. that's some screwed shit.

feeling like shooting everyone in general.

I sang pretty well at the competition last night but I'm pretty sure I didn't make the cut for the next round, otherwise I'd probably have heard by now.

want to find a solution for friday so I don't have to work. really need a break.

still fighting sinus congestion and bloody boogers….

hoping you all enjoyed reading that….

wondering how much of the 6-10 inches of snow we will actually get….

worried about Jenna driving a long distance in this crap just for a lunch program…hoping she listens to her pappy and stays home….

feeling about competition turned out to be correct. oh well. they suck anyways. I know I sang well :) got very good feedback on one of the pieces.

so very happy that I get two whole days off this weekend instead of just one or none. have been working myself to the ground lately and really need a break.

kinda dreading going to the dentist tomorrow after haven't been for about two years or so? the only thing about my health I've neglected, sadly.

wishing everyone an extraordinary weekend.

cleaning out files at work and hating it….

in total shock that an anniversary getaway offer has been turned down…..not a good sign….

liking the upper 30's weather that is melting all this white shit on the streets and lawns…..

sad…just really sad these days…

Tells david "take me take me!".  I'll go. God knows I need a weekend away…

Bummed that Nathan's 2-week leave has been pushed to April.  Three more months of being alone. ugh. it's a long winter.

not looking forward to working my 2nd Saturday in a row…

thankful for the warm-up…

glad to finally be getting back on the workout bandwagon…

lmao@ jen…..

reflecting on 29 years of ups and downs….

trying my best to fix something that I've tried to fix so many times and maybe I just don't know how to fix….or maybe I need help fixing it although the expert says no…

going out for pancakes…

sending big hugs to David.

also in a reflective mood, though for totally different reasons.

got that part in Oedipus I auditioned for three weeks ago. it's going to be a new kind of thing. there's a director and composer involved and it's going to be interesting… we'll see how it goes. they want it to go to stage next December and run for a while, so I have to decide if that's what I want.

been thinking about possibly maybe moving to NYC for a year or so, which makes the above something to think about. it's either or. looks like NYC is going to wait for me a while longer.

tired.

going to make everyone ignore me for two days this weekend while I crash at my dad's and rest up before the 6 weeks of hell we're going to have with the production.

things are changing. maybe for the better this time…

I have the absolute WORST headache.

Annoyed with my ex once again.

Worried about someone very dear to my heart.

Actually make that two someones.

No… three.

I need a magic wand. *sigh*

Kimmy…you are annoyed with that douche bag 24/7….

glad I rolled out of bed this morning and worked out….ran into two of Jenna's old bf's at the gym…both had mouth's agape when they found out what she was doing….

trying to enjoy our January thaw….30 round these parts this time of year is a heat wave….

giving my wife tons of credit for putting her all into going back to school and learning all this hoidy toidy medical terminology….

not one bit nervous about an interview on Friday to become a chamber of commerce ambassador.

Telling Joe that I know it will…. but right now I am more concerned that I am going to step on the wrong spot and lose a foot!....

tired…. very very tired…...

I want an adult beverage in a bad way unfortunately I am at work…. maybe I will have one when I get home from work at about 8:30….. wow, that is scandelous… it has been a hot minute since i have had an adult beverage on a night when I need to go to work early in the AM.,....

Story is going…. That makes me happy… I am almost half done with the second book of the story arch….. AWESOME….

Wondering if there will be anyway at all for me to get home in April for my birthday….

Sending a very detailed pot hole map to TJ…

Jumping for joy because I scored 5th row center seats for Cirque de Soleil on Saturday, February 13th at 8pm.  It's going to be a surprise Valentine's gift for my special gal.  She's gonna just melt when she finds out…

home at my dad's again for another 2 days of quiet. have emailed all production members and threatened them not to contact me all weekend.

like TJ I am tired… so very tired. had a 2.5 hour nap this afternoon, though. trying to make up sleep time.

had a good masterclass last night, but due to being tired the guy mentioned something that should've been better had I been more myself.

cannot wait for this production to be *over*! come March 9th I am going to celebrate!

auditioning for an international choir on wednesday. wish me luck! it's the sweetest deal if I get in.

happy to be the newest Sheboygan County Chamber of Commerce Ambassador….this will get me out of the house and office for sure….

feeling a little better but still somewhat congestion…..

actually looking forward to a quiet weekend….

hoping Jeffy's Saints do not let me down…

waiting for mrs. david to wake from her slumber so we can go work out…..

enjoying the last of my coffee and dry trix….silly rabbit….

feeling so happy to have been stalked online this morning by my bestie and chatted with her!

totally lmao that she was trying to justify why the Vikings signed Brett Favre…..and to a die hard life long Packers fan who feels like Brett slept with me, told me he would always love me and then went and left me for the Vikings!

And honestly, if it were not for Favre, I would be cheering for the Vikings tommorrow against the Saint…but i just cannot….

going to change my laundry, and make some noise to wake the dead….

MUCH more excited for Saturday than I would like to admit….

Thinking that I need to win the lottery asap to be able to go to all the concerts I want to go to in May alone.  Brooks & Dunn, Nickelback, Lifehouse, Tim McGraw AND Carrie Underwood.

AND I have spring fever.